Long time, no update.

I’ve had writer’s block for months. I’ve been kind of wrapped up in this circus, except replace the smelly elephants’ and the crazy monkey with Doctors and my ex boyfriend. I haven’t had inspiration to write about much until today. Life is crazy, ain’t it? One day, you’re determined you’re sick with the worst illness, but you have to smile because you’re certain you’ve found the love of your life, and then the next day the Doctors’ are telling you that you’re going to be just fine, and then that lover ends up being someone you barely even know. It's a bitter-sweet feeling, but it's awful that I'm not sure which situation is sweet and which one is bitter. Life has been one emotional ride for me. So many bumps, swerves, curbs, fast stops, and backing up, pot holes –thank God I always wear my seat belt. Life has been beyond hectic for me lately and through every hard thing I’ve been through –I wouldn’t change it at all. Everything is a learning experience. I’ve learned so much about myself over the past couple of months. I’ve learned that I’m a fighter, but not very independent. I’m extremely kind, but a cold hearted bitch when necessary. I’m negative and naive, but hopeful and guarded. I’m needy and a hopeless romantic, but I’m lonely and single. I have a lot of soul searching to do and I’m excited to change things around and find myself. I’m not sure if a blog is meant for small venting? Who cares, I don’t own a sparkly purple diary anymore.

I'm a super sleepy lady, I'm off to bed. We'll reunite after Desperate Housewives, tomorrow :]